191. Never court a girl you can’t love until all tomorrows end. Never go into a relationship you can’t handle with the strongest storm and the tightest schedule. Remember, girls are not toys. Love is not a game. If you can’t stand women’s moodiness and women’s questions, don’t court one. Never blame a girl for loving you too much because just in case you forgot, who courted who?

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Bentesingko: A thousand years.

“Every girl has that guy, she goes back to, again and again; heartbreak after heartbreak. No one understands. Even she doesn’t know why she could never let him go.”

I do not know why, but after all, I always find myself wanting to post every 25th of January.. I guess the quote explains.

The day that was, January 25, 2010, a sunny Monday morning. All the magic happened..

I guess my last year’s reminiscing was enough to show how those seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and now years have changed me and showered me with a different kind of bliss that only you could ever bring :’) That which I am still holding onto, up to this time when I should already let go..

I’ve been shooing away my feelings for quite sometime now. Because I dont want just to be your option, your summer fling, your want or your toy.

I WANT TO BE YOUR CHOICE, YOUR NOW & FOREVER, YOUR NEED AND THE ONE WHO COMPLETES YOUR BEING :’)

I hope you read this, and know that you still made my heart race when you messaged, you still made me smile when you texted, you still made my knees give out when you told me you still cared, and you still made me bawl when you said you were sorry.

And, hey when I said I dont want you to ever ask another chance.. I wanted to take it all back.

But I cant. So, I silently wished for you to ask me again. Unfortunately, you didn’t..

Now, I am still left here. Hanging. I do not know why I still go back to you. After all those who have passed and surpassed you. But not your capability of making me feel that certain kind of happiness.

But do know that I always sing, “I have died everyday waiting for you. Darling dont be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years, and I’ll love you for a thousand more..”

I dont know when this will end. But now, I want you back..

I miss ranting to you endlessly about my parents, I miss talking to you about anything, I miss your jokes and antics, I miss sneaking out on late summer nights only to see you, I miss lying down on the sand with you, looking at the stars and wishing for a better future. But never the rush. I miss the late night texts. I miss the days of pure happiness. I miss your warmth. I miss the security I feel when I am with you. I miss everything about you.

I MISS YOU :*)

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